Living fabulous

When is it not totally crazy in the Hannafin household? The past few weeks have been just been busy. Busy, busy, busy. When I’m not at work, I’m doing stuff with the family, what little free time has been used up with getting crap done around the house. Even Facebook has been a victim and I can quickly update that from my phone, that is when the twins are not playing a game on it. Granny has been in town for the past week and it’s been nice to have time to visit with her. We babysat the twins over the weekend while their parents went to a wedding in Napa. I love those little guys with all my heart but Jesus Christ on a cracker, they can suck up what little energy my body can create in a twenty-four hour period! But I am happy to be there when they need me. We also enjoyed a lovely visit with Courtney’s cousin and her son who is a year older than the twins. The three boys got along great, like they had known each other for years. They are all in their tattling phase right now, so there was a lot of “Elisabet he took my book. Elisabet he hit me. Elisabet he won’t play with me”. Ahh those special family moments.

Since there is nothing on TV and my in-laws don’t subscribe to any movie channels, I had time to read. I started reading The Bucolic Plague by Josh Kilmer-Purcell. If you haven’t been watching The Fabulous Beekman Boys on Planet Green you are missing out on some great television. The book provides a background on how Josh and Brent found the Beekman mansion and decided that they wanted to change their lives. I was truly touched and inspired by their story. It made me think more about how I want to change things in my life. If they can do it so can I! Of course I can’t drop everything and buy a farm, but I can make little changes such as building my garden.

The whole garden thing has been in the plans for a few months but in the horrible Arizona summer there isn’t much I can plant. I am cracking the whip on Courtney to get the beds made so I can be ready to plant next month. I have been researching what I would like to grow and what can grow in Arizona, it looks like I am going to go the heirloom vegetable route. Stuff that we eat now only better. I’m also working on a growing schedule so we can eventually can and freeze stuff to have during the hot summer. I’m actually excited to make my own pickles and can tomatoes. I used to do that with my Nana when I was kid, of course I hated it then. Maybe it will be something that I can pass down to Maggie and the twins some day.

The quilt has been basted and is ready to quilt but I haven’t had time to sit down to get it done. I started practicing free motion quilting on practice squares and I just don’t have the hang of it yet. I’m trying the stippling pattern, I keep trapping myself and crossing stitches. Practice, practice, practice. I’ll get the hang of it soon.

The other thing that has me a bit preoccupied…guess…Twilight: Eclipse! It’s simply amazing but did you think that I would say anything different? Ha ha ha. I’ve seen it five times now and I still cry at the same part of the movie. I can’t help it, seeing it on the big screen is exactly how I pictured it in my head. Waiting for fifteen hours to see was totally worth it, I can’t wait for Breaking Dawn!

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On repeat

Dayle and I went to see Greg Laswell at the Rhythm Room the other night and it was one of the best shows I’ve been to in a long time. I fell in love with his music a few years back when I was just wandering around the net. His music has been on every playlist ever since. What I loved most is that everyone there were true fans, fans who seemed passionate about the music just as much as I am. I love small shows like that. Go get the newest album, Take a Bow. I promise you will love it as much as I do.

Greg Laswell “Take Everything” HD from FVMMO FILMS on Vimeo.

This will help

At least until Eclipse comes out next summer:



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Did you swoon yet?

It is so much better

The long agonizing wait for New Moon was totally worth it. It blows Twilight out of the water in terms of the movie making process. It helps that they had a ton more cash to invest this time around. I think they stayed close to the book understanding that there are some things that needed to be added for movie dramatics but it only made it better. The banter between Jacob and Alice was awesome! Even though this was a total Team Jacob movie, the sight of Edward still makes me swoon. Go Team Edward! I can’t wait to see it again tonight!

Where have I been??

Well it’s pretty easy to explain. Twilight: New Moon has consumed my life for the past few weeks. My poor blog was pushed aside while my New Moon fever reaches an all-time high. Hopefully the long wait will pay off tonight. My old friend Chassidy scored premeire tickets and sent two passes my way. Michelle and I will be getting in line by 3pm this afternoon for a 7pm screening. I know we’re nuts but it’s Robert Pattinson!

This weekend is pretty much all about New Moon for me. I’ll be seeing at the midnight showing Thursday night and again Friday morning. Don’t worry, so far I’ve only spent $16 on tickets. The $5 shows in the morning is the way to go and in most cases the Tweens are still sleeping during the early shows. Instrad there will be a group of 30-somethings swooning at the sight of Edward Cullen.

You’ll know where to find me. I’ll post more later.

I heart Depeche Mode

Even more than Twilight, can you believe it? Depeche Mode and I go way, way back. When I moved to Phoenix I got the chance to see them for the first time and I became a truly devoted fan. I’ve seen every Phoenix show since 1988, went to Vegas to see them at the Hard Rock, and this year LA.

While we were waiting for the show, we shared stories about the good old days when there was general admission and we had to wait for hours in line at Veterans in the middle of summer and we all wore black just to get somewhere close to the stage. While I remember each and every show, what really pulls at my heartstrings are the memories that I have of Depeche Mode at full volume in my little Honda CRX and driving all over Phoenix with my friends. Here we all are, closer to forty than thirty, and when Martin Gore came out to sing Somebody we were instantly seventeen again screaming as loud as we could. It amazes me that at this point in my life my love for this band is just as strong as it was when I was twelve. I took a moment and looked around me, it wasn’t just me that was screaming, so was every girl and even some boys.

I had an amazing time tonight with my all-time favorite band and four of my closest friends. No matter what happens guys, we will always have Depeche Mode to bring us together.

Recovery

I don’t know what alien being took over my head last week but whatever it was it kicked my ass over and over. Just when I thought that I was getting better I got knocked out again with an awful head cold, runny nose and fever. Then to make things worse my monthly bill was a week late which has never happened. So I thought I was pregnant, yeah! After ten pregnancy tests with negative results it showed up right after I made the appointment to see the doc. Funny how that works. So I’m back to counting the days and tracking my BBT…fun fun. I also decided to get back on the head meds this weekend. My head has been in a fog since I stopped taking them which just makes my life more crazy. Hopefully now I can get things back to normal.

One good thing about being back on the meds is that I should see some pounds drop off. Since the miscarriage I gained about ten pounds. Time to focus and get that weight off. I totally believe that my weight (and Courtney’s) are what is holding us back from getting pregnant. When I did get pregnant I was my lowest..that has to account for something. My diet is pretty decent, I’m still off the sodas and now that money is super tight we don’t go out as much. I just need to find ways to be more active, but when it’s 115 outside my motivation takes a nose dive.

I went with Brian and Damon to see the Julie/Julia movie over the weekend. I really liked how they told Julia’s story. I felt inspired to cook again. I’m on this kick now and I refuse to buy bread. Why should I buy bread that is made with corn syrup and why pay $5 or more for a decent artisan loaf?? I’m a pastry chef, there are no reasons why I shouldn’t be making my own. So for the past few months I’ve been dabbling in bread making and I’ve been having a good time with it. We’re not really big bread people so I make a loaf or two every two-three weeks. Last night I made the best loaf to date. I’ll post pictures and the recipe this evening. I’ve been trying to take photos of my creations as I go along. I’m hoping to compile a recipe book of sorts for my kids and Maggie. Courtney and I both have little recipe boxes from our grandmothers, it would be nice to pass that on to the next generation.

That’s all I have for now folks! Have a fabulous week!

The waiting is going to drive me nuts!

Swoon

I am still hooked on all things Twilight. Here is a link to the April GQ article with Robert Pattinson. There are some awesome pics in this issue too.

Sorry things have been quiet lately. the second job had me working like twenty-five hours a week, that’s on top of my normal forty. I asked them to reduce my hours and for this next week I only work two days. So much better! The extra time will allow me to post more often.

I love Arizona this time of year. I just stepped out of the office and it’s a beautiful 75 degree day. Why can’t it stay like this year-round? I’ve been trying to get up and get into work early this week so I can enjoy the afternoons. I think I’m going to head home in a few, grab the laptop and work from the backyard.

Speaking of the backyard…Courtney and I are doing a bit of spring cleaning in the backyard. I hate that it’s a mess. It needs new grass, new sprinkler system, deck needs to repainted and those damn oleanders need to go! I hate those things! Right now Courtney and I are fighting over what color to stain the deck. Once that is resolved we should be able to get it painted in one weekend. Then on to painting the house! Being a responsible homeowner is so much work!

I scored big time on the Depeche Mode tickets this week, section D row 1, which puts us about 15 rows away from the stage! So cool! I’m so excited. the new video is freaking awesome!

That’s all for now folks!

It’s all strange to me

This Facebook thing has really been weird. Lots of people from my past have found me, which for the most part is cool. Now I didn’t really have a fabulous high school experience at either school I went to. I wasn’t popular, no one knew me..I just kinda hung out in the shadows for four years. Freshman year was the worst. I have no good memories of that year, it was a year filled with tears and pain. Moving to Phoenix at the start of my sophomore year was a death sentence to me but it actually turned out to be a blessing. There were still tears and heartache but I made it through. What I find odd about this Facebook thing is that I get friend requests from people who were not particularly nice to me through high school. I remember clearly the pain that some of these people put me through and now they want to be my friend? Do they not remember that they teased me and basically made high school a living hell for me? I suppose that I’m holding grudges, really I forgive them for being assholes but it’s still hard to forget. I still add them as friends because I’m trying to be the bigger person, but I find it all very weird.

I have another odd story about Facebook and old friends…..Senior year I hung out with a crew where I actually fit in and had a really strong connection with. It’s from this group that I have some of my most treasured friendships. We were very tight and we all went through so much as a group. People grow apart, I get that and that’s totally expected and natural. I saw that a friend from my old crew was on Facebook so I sent a friend request which he accepted. The last time I spoke to this person was almost ten years ago, I was excited to get to know him and who he is now. We exchanged a few Facebook chats but that was pretty much it. One day I posted some pictures of the gang from back in the day and when I went to tag this person I found out that I was no longer on his friend list. This was a person that I once was really close to so I just found the whole un-friending thing odd. I actually felt a little hurt. I thought that maybe it was a mistake, a slip of the mouse. The thing is that he kept other friends from our group on his friend list. I decided to reach out to him and find out what’s going on. Well that email went unanswered. It’s his right to add and remove people whenever he pleases, but it just seemed out of character for him to single me out. Even on Facebook I feel like I’m the outsider, reliving high school all over again. Fabulous.