I was hoping to have better news today which is why I’ve waited to post something. The insemination didn’t take and it goes without saying that I’m completely devastated. I had such a good feeling that we would were going to be successful. Now I am an emotional wreck because my hormones are out of control. I’m crying every few minutes! What’s next?? Since I literally put all my eggs in one basket we can’t afford to do another cycle until next year. When I started this process I put a cap on how long we’ll try, if nothing happens by the time I turn 40 then it just wasn’t meant to be. I have just over a year to go. I just don’t know how much more dissappointment I can take.

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